No mood to blog ytd. Got caught red handed at Bugis ParcO ytd. But mum solved it for mi. I give up. I hate myself. Y cant I learn? Took 10 panadols ytd AGAIN. Didnt die. Lucky I didnt. If not I gonna miss my baby fucking hells lots. When I swallow and starts to feel weal I cried lyk mad. Not coz I am afraid to die. I'm just regretting because by doing so, I will nv get to c my baby, family and all my good frens and darlings again. 1st tiing on my mind. Baby! Den my family, claire and all my good frens. Baobeii nanthini and Vicky oso came into my mind. Sobs. Haiis. I am just a fucking naive and dumb gal. I HATE MY LIFE. I FUCKING DETEST MYSELF. I am a weakling* T.T

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